j.m@talk, judging from your reaction it becomes clear, that you are quite a restless man clearly dissatisfied with your own life. Come to think of it, you took your time to tell me that you won't do something for me, instead of helping others with some hard-, or software problems, or just poor yourself some glass of milk...
With such a behaviour towards others you harm yourself more, than anyone else could do. Your worst enemy lives within yourself... I can only feel sorry for you.
